I'm In Pain

You just can’t expect the one you love to be always true to you, sometimes things goes the way we don’t want them to.. Sometimes, you have to be fooled just to realize in the end that you’re still willing to accept the pain, look to the reality, be a strong one, take all the consequences and be a person full of life. Sometimes love is meant to hurt you.

Being in love is what others just wish to be. Love gives life to those people who lost their way, who thinks that they don’t have someone to belong to. Love gives happiness and makes you human, it makes you live life. Love overtakes all the sadness, it decreases fear.. but love also gives pain. Pain of which sometimes you can’t handle.
It makes you fall apart into pieces; it breaks your heart,
it breaks your happiness..
Sometimes we ask:
“What have I done wrong? Why do I have to suffer like this?!
It’s too much, It’s killing me!”

But the thing is not on you, it’s on the other half sometimes..Who just realized they love someone new.
To suffer in pain gives you the power to be wild and dangerous. To be afraid to trust and fall in love again. Maybe the thing’s on you too.. You gave everything. You loved him too much without thinking what might happen..

“No!” you will say, “I can pass this, I’m not strong but I’ll be. This love for him is the magic I’ll take.”
It becomes a matter of decision for you, if you’re willing to give way for each of them or you’ll fight for it. Some gives up because of a lost hope, some stays and fight for it. But sometimes, they just make the one to make a choice, then leave if ever they do lost the game.

In some cases, the one just happen to love someone new but it doesn’t mean that he don’t love the other one after all… It’s up to you if you can take the risk. From getting all his attention, you will be left with a half.

Sometimes, the one will ask you not to give way, not to give up on him. You might agree not to do it because of the tender feeling that you feel, but sometimes, he will just ask you to forget him, as if it were too easy to do.
He will say:
“Better forget me.”
Just to pay for all the hurt, pains and suffering he caused you.
But you will hold on, trying to make things easier
for the two of you. So that each of you can get back to normal.
Really,
“The one who makes you happy is the one who’ll make you cry.”
This saying has been proven so many times.
It becomes your motto in life.
Now, here’s a shadow of plan for the better of each:
Try to be honest, accept all the consequences.
Learn to love after all the aches; you can overcome all of it.
If the things you do hurts you so bad..
Come to open your heart and fall in love again…
For only love can ease all the pain.