It all started the day I realized... that I have this silly crush on you. Why, I was so busy thinking something, unfortnately, with just one moment you seem to occupy my mind. Silly it is, and yes, unlucky me it's you. I really don't know how I would handle such feeling and if I would ever survive it with only scratches. I knew right there and then that it would be difficult for me. That I would suffer and would only be left with nothing but a broken heart. I know I should stop it, and I know I should have done something to refrain myself from being so near to you. But all along, I was dreaming of you. So sweet... that it became a torture. Pure torture as I call it. Damaging not only my brain but also my heart. Like, I am lost with just a simple embrace... And all my plans of stopping would just fade. I am cold, I don't believe a fairytale could happen, but as a child I used to... yes, used to believe in something like that. But as times goes by, and all my friends got hurt, they would cry and would often stumble, I can see fairytales don't really happen at all. And so I refuse to let anyone get inside me, not... until you.
Just like a crasher, like a thief in the night, you silently crawled upon this heart of mine. I didn't notice it at first, then BOOM! I fell inLove with you... And it's ridiculous.
Because now I am lost, now I am scared and now I am not sure of myself anymore.
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